My stomach is infested with millions of maggots eating away at the pit of every reason I exist. I have to be honest and say that I am more than sick of people. Not only am I not good enough for someone I liked a lot, but he said " we really don't know each other well anyways". What the hell is that supposed to mean? You really shouldn’t have asked me out and spent so much time with me. OBVIOUSLY.

 

I have a horrible temper and sensitive feelings. I jump the gun a lot but I just want to be in a relationship with someone I can more than like.. For over 2 DAMN months. All my relationships end fast. That has to say something about me right? I can't believe how idiotic I can be. Do I ever really let things go, or even let them have a chance at becoming something? Seriously if I waited and wasn’t so impatient I'm sure most things in my life would be 95% better. BUT instead I try to take the easy way out of everything. DAMN ME FUCK.

 

So after every relationship I'm left with the same problem and feelings and just scared as fuck to even attempt to like anyone else.

You know that feeling that eats the inside of your stomache until you can't take it anymore? When you know somethings wrong but you choose to ignore it. There is something wrong with me. I'm pretty sure its more than "lactose intolerance". I haven't had the time to go to the doctor. Nerves might have something to do with it but in no way is it the cause. I hate these intense pains..

It's time to slow things down.

 

Let them happen as they come.

 

And yes "stop jumping the gun".

Family problems.

 

Huge HUGE family problems..

 

 

 

 

Enough said.

 

 

I like it when you hold my hand and smile. I've never been so happy to see anyone like I am when I see you.

 

Who else would sit and hold my hand for 3 hours while I got my tattoo done.. Noone..

 

You're perfect.

 

I'm glad you asked me out..

 

 

Like you said "you complete me".

 

I feel the same way.

 

 

 

No fights no doubts.. No secrets..

 

I like you so much.

 

 

I hope this one lasts.